Tim Hughes "Everything"

Sang this beautiful song in church today.....

我真的“老”了....

昨天带了学生到ACS(Ind)参加比赛。到了会场，就在门口碰见两位“老”学生。贵福四年级时在我的好公民班，芷贤三年级时是我的华文班的学生。转眼间，他们都已经是中四的学生了。

走进了会场，没过一会儿，又碰见了另一名学生，郑全理，今年中学一年级，好像在ACS(Br)。他也是代表学校来参加比赛的。他念小一的时候，是从年头被我骂到年尾的淘气鬼。

在会场的隔间，撞见了允恩。他一年级时是我教的。和他聊了好一会儿，他还是一如往昔，举止投足间，透漏着那股不温不火的特性。

8年了，在教育界待了8年了。当年那些“小矮人”，如今个个都长高了。看到他们，突然会想起自己当初刚当老师时，只会一味地责骂他们的不是，自己感到有些惭愧。如果当初给他们多一些的爱，他们会否更加的成功呢？

我老了，也慢慢有了一些改变。还是会有一些坚持，但是也慢慢得学会看开和放开。这些改变是岁月的磨练，还是环境的促成？说实在的，我不清楚。当我那天蒙主恩照时，盖棺论定的时刻，我的碑文上面应该会有一些结论吧？哈哈...到时我也已经眼不见为净了...哈哈哈........

Moments of "inspirations"

Sweeny Todd
*****one really bloody show
*****the ultimate high price of rage, jealousy and vengence
*****Johnny Depp has quite a good voice, and he's the personification of everything gothic.....

27 Dresses
*****the ugly side-effect of losing one of your parents---the "sacrifice" of the first-born
*****the daunting thought of attending 27 weddings as the "perfect" bridesmaid
*****the union of loggerheads
*****another happily-ever-after fairytale....

can't believe that i sat thru 2 movies....not really fantastic, but nonetheless got me thinking....wat in the world am i doing....doing all these all alone....hahahahahahaha..........

年岁带来的寂寞与失落

从前，听过过一首歌。它有一句歌词这么写道：“少年不知愁滋味”

当时的我并不太了解....

与此同时，认识了一位先师：孔子。子曰：三十而立。

当时就认为，三十岁的时候，一个人能立些什么？不外乎家庭与事业。

如今已是三十，我两者皆无。我仍孤家寡人，事业无成。脑子没其他人转得快，手段没其他人耍得狠，嘴巴没其他人的甜，交际手腕更甭提了...正所谓“两手空空，两袖清风”....呜呼哀哉....

既已不是少年，三十又未立，心中万般愁滋味蜂拥而来....

当年能够与三两个好友并足畅饮，聊到通宵，而今只能望着窗外，在灯光下，对影成三人.......

我的音乐狂想曲

最近去了Believer Music学弹键盘...

第一堂课，非常兴奋。因为终于鼓起勇气，再去当一回学生。老师好仁慈，给了我“A”。

第二堂课刚刚才上完，终于搞懂了一些音乐的原理....原来基础真的很重要。

还剩下两堂课，初学者音乐课就结束了。是不是应该继续呢？因为我不是音乐老师，没办法claim阿公给的LDS。

啧...真麻烦。不过还好可以放进TRAISI当作个人进修课的时间。不然，我今年可能达不到100个小时的培训时间。

我想还是继续学音乐吧...不然家里又会多一只“白大象”....

As Time Goes By..........

one week of school hols has flown by......what have i accomplished???

1. handed in my work review


2. updated my p3 level file


3. collated the chinese newspapers


4. handed in the books and files for checking


5. finished marking p4 spelling and workbook

what have i not done????

1. new name list for chess club


2. update events for chess members


3. collate chess club finances


4. check with caterers for chess tournament


5. p5 hcl ca2


6. revamp p3 worksheets


7. do peer observations

and the list goes on..........oh no!!!! time and tide waits for no man, and i'm not doing much....die liao....AARRGGHH!!!!!!!

possible changes...scary...

the dreaded list of possible disaster:
***taking over from the form teacher next semester
***not able to journey on the road out of the miry clay
***drowned by the ever messy club finances
***suffering from mental breakdown

yet, if you look at it from another point of view:
***opportunity to perform
***offer a helping hand to the new ones
***a chance to brush up my rusty mathematics
***the need to lean on God

1Cor 10:13
"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it."

Separation....

the time has drawn near for a dear fren leaving the concentration camp...the feelings are mixed...

on one hand, i'm glad she could escape to find a new haven...on the other hand, it would mean lesser opportunity for fellowship...sigh...

pp, i'll be missing u a lot...knowing u has been an enriching experience for me...u helped me change quite a lot, especially when it comes to experiencing with colours with my wardrobe...

榴莲飘香那一刻....

had a durian supper with my cell group frens together with the korean missionary couple...

this song was playing in the backgroud, and brought back some memories....

this is for you, grace...

original version....


the cantonese version...interesting....

韩国电影《Calla》的歌曲.......Je m'appelle Hélène

My name is called Hélène - Hélène Rollès



蔡淳佳(Joi Chua) - 依恋(Je m'appelle Hélène)



依恋
坐在我旁边
厚厚的想念
随月光蔓延

依恋
跟在你身边
看你的笑脸
吻你的唇边

如果爱是坐秋千
你就是我的原点

依恋
是一叠昨天
你给的抱歉
多想没听见

依恋
是一条天线
只收到从前
回忆的画面

没有你
会怎么演
感谢你
说的永远

依恋
就让它依恋
毕竟拥有过
你一段时间

或许
分开是一种所谓的成全
爱我会放在心里面
有些是不会有期限

Sarah Brightman's "Symphony" Original Version by Silbermond

The Music Video:



Another Version....



In German...
Very nice....
Enjoy....

病魔缠身........

我又病了.....

37.9度....

我是不是要死了？

曾经和朋友说好，如果任何一方先被蒙主恩照，一定要通知其他人....

现在回想起来，感觉好幼稚哦....

完蛋了，我的“桶单”还没做好....

死定了....

“未来”

今天，我陪妈妈到罗敏申百货公司购物。

我们在为“未来”作准备。“未来”占据了我们的中心。“未来”的守护者成为了“太阳”。

“未来”非常“尊贵”。“未来”的用品即细小又昂贵。

我不是“未来”的守护者。我也不知道自己能否拥有“未来”，成为他/她的守护者。

学校恶霸：《六月日记》应该看

星期三，学校的全职心理辅导员跟我们分享关于学校恶霸的讯息。这不禁使我想起了几年前看过的一部韩国电影《六月日记》。

为了打发连日的无聊，我便到影碟出租店租了几部影片。其中一部让我感触良多。

《六月日记》乍看之下，好像是一部悬疑警匪片。实际上，它和许多韩国电影一样，揭发了现今社会的丑态。情况不只是在韩国而已。日本、美国、欧洲，甚至全世界都有。

人们只以为只有才商场上才有永不休止的尔虞我诈。然而，学校暴力事件却层出不穷。人类的基本生存准则，在单纯的校园里展露无疑。适者生存的定律让许多生性柔弱的学生在学校内饱受折磨。而且，越有名、越高等的学府，情况就越糟糕，越会随之升等。这类暴力事件是托了科技的福，才有机会“展露矛头”。

身为师长的，应该如何面对？谁才是这群弱者的第一道防线？老师？还是父母？谁是哪位旁观者？是老师还是父母？如果把一切责任都推给老师的话，那么身为父母的人，他们又作了些什么？

在这群孩子上学之前的前六年，身为父母的，是如何教育这些稚儿的？老师在学校面对的是数以百计的孩童，有时真的被搞得精疲力尽、身心交瘁。其实很想拨出时间，聆听孩子们的心声，却面对了心有余而力不足的状况。

当这些孩子回到家时，父母可曾坐下来和孩子交心对话？年龄越小的孩子，越渴望和父母说话。因为，在他们的心目中，父母是他们的神，他们的救赎天使。他们眼中的父母是无所不能的。

所以，当您看到孩子们身上的大块淤青时，请不要怀疑是老师所造成的，也不要怀疑是孩子和人打架得来的。更不要以为是孩子在玩耍时跌伤造成的。请坐下来，和孩子谈一谈，心平气和的慰问一下，有时候您可能会成为孩子们的“救世主”。

Another Beautiful Song....in the original...Sissel and Espen Lind

if you've heard the version by sarah brightman and paul stanley, you might find this less dramatic, but more poetic and more soothing...





I will be with you

Leave and let me go
You’re not meant for me, I know
Carry on, carry on
And I’ll stay strong

Leave and let me go
I will think of you, I know
But carry on, carry on
And I’ll stay strong

Someone else will keep you warm from now on
Someone else will keep you safe from the storm
But I’ll be with you wherever you go
So you will never be alone
I’m going where the wind blows
Going where the lost ones go´

Chorus:
I will be with you
I’m losing the love I found
Crying without a sound
Where have you gone?
I will be with you
You were my fool for love
Sent me from high above
You were the one
I will be with you
I’m going where the wind blows
Going where the lost ones go

Leave and let me go
Don’t look back, just let me know
Carry on, carry on
You must stay strong

Nothing ever looks the same in the light
Nothing ever seems to quite turn out right
When you realize that you have been loved
Than you will never be alone
I’m going where the wind blows
Going where the lost ones go

(Repeat chorus)

Leave and let me go
Baby I can’t come along
Carry on, carry on
You must stay strong

"The Bucket List"...r u keen...

went out for a movie with my frens, PP n ZZ.

morgan freeman and jack nicholson have always been 2 of my fav actors. everything abt them is screaming master of their trade. "the bucket list" is perhaps the 1st time these 2 "giants" collabotated.....

if there is anything that i got from the movie is that death is no respecter of man...pple in all shapes, sizes and colour are bound to leave this place in a casket...the onli things that differentiate them is how they decide to spend their last days....

have u ever got a list of the things that u wanna do, but nvr got around doing it? if u find yourself having less than a yr's time, wat will you do? guess it's abt time to start thinking...

A Perfect Song For This Season...

A very beautiful song...hope u will like it too...




Let it Rain

It's tempting
Haunting
Love is the law
Its temple
Is empty
From grace we fall
It feels like
On the outside
Looking in
We always wonder
How it could have been

Chorus:
Let it rain
Let it rain
Why we can't we find love again
Let it rain
Let it rain
Still I drown in tears of pain
Over again
Let it rain

Chances
Hunger
Insatiable
Life is changing
Unpredictable
Hear me calling
Where are you now?
Will we meet
Anyway
Anyhow

(Repeat chorus 2x)

Bridge:
Where do we end?
Where do we begin?
Are we lost
Or must we lose to win?
We depend
On where we stand
Are we free
To choose the lives we live?

(Repeat bridge)

(Repeat chorus 2x)

《嗜血判官》第一季

连环杀手竟然是警察局里的血迹分析员.......

妹妹的男友竟然是令警方束手无策的冷血杀手：冷货柜车杀手......

男友也是一名为病人设计义肢的医生.......

酷极了！！！

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